Inhuman.

It just doesn't feel right anymore.

You are no longer the person I thought I knew.

-shrugs-

Its so bloody hard to even say hi now.

I think my absence doesn't really matter.

No, I don't even think you've noticed.

Its funny.

I think I"m breaking down without anyone noticing.

I'm kinda awesome with acting I think I should join drama.

101% of me knows that no one's reading these,

So I actually have no concerns posting these.

It's just so tiring being so.. happy

all the time.

Its the wrong time to be crumbling down cause mid-years are arriving.

But I'm so tired.

I'm losing myself, as well as everyone around me.

I'm being self centered again.

I care too much about myself sometimes.

What I need,

or, what I think I need.

I hate feeling lonely,

Who doesn't?

But I"m feeling it all the time now.

its 8.30pm now.

I don't normally feel tired,

and normally, its impossible for me to want to catch some sleep at this time.

But I"m just so drained out now.

If anyone is even reading this,

don't continue.

I'm being a self centered bitch now

freaking moody

I wonder how can I still manage a smile when I reach school

Cause I actually want to cry half the time I'm there.

I can't stand looking at you

cause I can't even bring myself to say hi.

I feel like an outsider in your life.

I wana tell you,
I miss how we used to talk
But i don't think words can come out of my mouth the same way it did again.
Cause it'll never feel the same anymore.

Break through,

or be broken.

I might as well be smashed into pieces right now.