Inhuman.

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps on spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you

JoJo - Keep forgetting ( To forget about you)

“Sticks and stones may break our bones, but words will break our hearts”
- Robert Fulgham

I dread camp. I dread seeing you. I dread holidays.

I practically dread going through my whole life.

Its so depressing.

Church was alright today, as per normal.

Packed bag for camp, thrice into 3 different bags, gonna pack again later

cause I haven't made a decision on which bag to bring. -palm-

So tired now, I need to bathe soon before I die.

Debating with myself whether or not to bring a sleeping bag.

Which I highly think isn't necessary.

Then again I'm also debating whether to being a small carry bag, or a big carry bag.

This is so stressful.

& yea. currently I believe in ALOT of things. & in that, I believe I can be a nicer person.

I really don't want to go camp tomorrow. Thus I curse myself.

Fall, break a leg, or something. Anything that can give me an excuse to not go.

Cause I think I'm gonna be extremely angry for that 3 days.

I miss alot of things. Remembering makes me angry.

Not remembering makes me sad.

& my last dinner at home is disgusting chicken rice..

Why is my life so pathetic? Gosh.

Bye peeps/

I may be a changed person by the time I get back.