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Wednesday, June 9, 2010 at 11:30 PM
⇨Why? ![]() I can't help but check his texts while he's passed out next to me (It's only a matter of time) I'm on some CSI behaviour, Who's gonna save ya? You'll be the fool when the truth comes out But when those lights come on and what's her face is gone we're straight back to the same routine Playing with Fire - N-Dubz ft Mr Hudson Life's always here to put you down. But its up to you to make it right again. I'm kinda sick of everything at this point of time. I hate the fact I have Npcc tomorrow. I hate the fact that I still can't get over you till now cause you still talk to me out of the blue. You still talk to me like nothing happened. I hate the fact that you can talk to me normally. And I drive myself crazy with my own thoughts. While you're fine on the other side. I hate the fact that i still have to clear tons of homework. I'm so fucking depressed. I hate the fact I can't stop myself from swearing half the time, i feel retarded swearing. I hate my life for making me so miserable. I'll be awake in 6 hours. Again. I hate the fact that i hate so many things. I hate myself for hating people. I'm trying so hard not to hate people in my life circle, I'm hating people like Miley Cyrus now. Why do I make my life seem so miserable when it actually isn't that bad? It's like I'm trying so hard to torture my normal mind till now I'm abnormal , but feel normal. I'm not even making sense posting this. omgawd? I hate knowing things I shouldn't know. Why do i ask about things i don't want to know? This is stupid, I just contradict myself all the time, it makes no sense. Today is fine. I hope tomorrow will be. I'm not gonna hate you anymore. Cause I'm tired of hating you, or anyone else in my life. Cause hating you guys, makes it hurt more for me. Makes it harder for me to be a person even. I can't even think straight. Talking to him drives me insane. Can you stop randomly tell me you want to disturb me. And just not talk to me. Cause you make me think otherwise. And I'm trying to stop myself from thinking that way. I'm sick of all this. I'm sick of school and life. My Holidays are literally gone from tomorrow onwards, what is there to look forward to other then dying really. I should really get myself a break. Sometimes i just wish. for just one day, to be dead. Wonder how will people react, how will, you react. How will i feel, dead. Away from all that stress. Bye people. I need to start, thinking straight. |