Inhuman.

I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not. Cause seriously if you dislike me, just tell me in the face. If you think I'm a dick, live with it cause you want to be my friend. Its a choice I didn't point a gun at your head and forced you to do that. Talk shit about me, but if I had a dick, you'll be the first to blow me. I see no point of changing for anyone, cause its me you befriended with , and its me thats you're gonna get. Not some fucked up bitch trying to curry your favor. I'm totally not looking forward to tomorrow, or any other day in that matter. School a bitch as per normal, least that fucking soldier didn't come and terrorize the school cause he wasn't there. Cleaning the art room and Dnt room was fucked up. Least the nice guy from the Dnt workshop treated us to ice - cream, he's real nice, the school should treat him better. And fire those weird fucked up people working in the GO, they should go for some workshop to train them to become better citizens and stop making people hate them. Cause they have attitude problems worse then me. Oh and next can be the security guards in the world, so many of them are so weirdly wired that their brains malfunction most of the time and they don't even trust anyone. Let alone let students get out of or enter the school without asking fuck loads of questions. And another nice uncle is the one who opens the gate for us, he's so damn nice they should seriously pay him more for wasting his time in school for us ungrateful children and actually being thoughtful for our safety and opens the backgate at 8 pm to make sure we get safely home. The higher ups can just fuck themselves, freaking budget shit, earning thousands a month by just walking around and implementing the weirdest rules around to make sure we're so controlled we'll feel like prisoners. Gosh, rantings make one feel better. Trip's coming faster then expected, just 10 more days. I'll be tortured in the wilderness, but before that gotta survive the school for another 10 days. Oh gosh, I'm just so fedup towards all thats coming up, those stupid decisions made. Me not being able to control my temper about stuffs.