Inhuman.

School's been a living hell and constant preachings from that idiot isn't helping us function any better. So jealous of some stuffs. Leaving for China for a week. Can't say i'm exactly hyped up for it or excited, just real sleepy right now. Last day of school tomorrow anyway, but a week of China trip means more communication with people. Gonna come back and finally have some peaceful time, longer sleeps, not much thinking and just shows and dramas. No Secondary school nonsense, a deserving break just before an even more fucked up year then this one. The year's ending, Christmas is nearing, and I always loved Christmas. That special feeling of waking up and know that, today's a different day. Its still long, but i can't wait for it to come. Well, I don't have loads to say, so thats that. I'm kind of sick of the years passing, how do adults survive through each day as they supposedly grow to become more mature mentally and physically? We're just living life as it is, day by day, and we grow older, the year passes by faster then it every had, you find out youre a year older just by sleeping away time. We grow to become frail, mental, and we become almost like a newborn child by 90. By the time you actually come to your senses, you're months away from becoming senile, a year away from death. Is that when it'll hit us that, we'll die, become forgotten, and in another 100 years, cease to have even walked this earth. Death seems to be near, and even though I wish for death everyday, it doesn't mean I don't fear death. Cause when you die, there's no chance of you coming back, ever.